Time Flies..

Time really flies.. just checked and I last posted at the start of June. In case you are wondering, the management relented after a bloody battle of wits and minds. We have our messaging back!

I turned 35 yesterday. So yes.. to those who have already reached this milestone, you will readily agree with me that time indeed does seem to fly by seamingly without any resistance what so ever with linear acceleration. I have been kind of bummed lately. I always feel melancholic and reflective at about this time of year (and Christmas). Generally just a real pain to those around me with my mood swings and my constant groaning. This year however.. I have something totally concrete to blame. It is a mid-life crisis. How can brother?!! You only 35 mah... Well.. I think with my lifestyle, I will probably die around 70. So, 35 is exactly half that.. hence the crisis.

Only bother is. I cannot afford the obilgatory Porsche.. YET. Darnit.. I guess I will have to wait for my tiga-suku crisis for that to happen. Still, this problem has got me thinking. Why haven't I reached any of those goals I set out for myself when I was a mere lad? Its no use reflecting on what could have been I guess, and it is probably much more effective, if I channeled my energies instead to the future. No matter how short it seems to be getting.

I was telling a good friend lately about what I have done and achieved and so on and in reflection, I have achieved quite a bit. At least she seemed to think so. But analysing what I have done in the past 15 years or so, I realise that most of my notable achievements came quite early. So it seems, while time flies and accelerates through time.. my achievements started of with a bang and is slowly decelerating. Aiks. i thought this blog was supposed to be therapuetic.

It would seem I have little time left. Time to get of my arse and do something worthy!

p.s. someone forgot to wish me on my birthday (first time in 15 years).. if you are reading this.. I was quite dissapointed!